because when your name pops up on my phone, my heart still races every now and then, even though I've known you for years. Defying the logical, you harness my emotions like a charioteer who knows no bounds.
You drive me a little bit crazy
when you pull me into bed with you and hold me a little longer in the mornings we wake up together. That's the ultimate tease for me. I lay in bed fantasizing about the idea of waking up with you every day, being openly and consistently committed to each other. I'm tired of the sporadic cuddling and hook-ups. I can't wrap my mind around it...For you, is it physical affection or is it just a means to an end?
You drive me a little bit crazy
It doesn't make sense why I want you, why I choose you, why I want to be with you. You're not the cutest guy I've met, and you don't treat me the best. And we're different. We think differently. We understand differently. But it's still you that I want.
You drive me a little bit crazy
when you tell me that you don't like me. It hits me like a strike of lightning, the knowledge that crushes my hopes, knowing you will never admire me or miss me or speak about me or be as excited about me as you are with other girls. And there's nothing I can do about it.
You drive me a little bit crazy
because you never say anything to lead me on. You don't promise me a relationship or a future together, and for some strange reason, that raw honesty is a magnet that draws me closer to you.
You drive me a little bit crazy
I know we're insane fools because only fools do the same thing over and over and expect different results. I know that if we continue down this path, we will throw away our friendship to become strangers again.
You drive me a little bit crazy
because I set my mind not to see you but the instant you call, my well-thought-out walls crumble. I would climb mountains and swim oceans to see you, so your call is more than enough of an invitation to set me running after you.
You drive me a little bit crazy.
I know guys are interested in me, and I won't even give them a shot because I'd rather spend my time with you, knowing full well (but secretly hoping otherwise) it will never lead anywhere.
You drive me a little bit crazy
so sometimes I wanna cut off all ties with you but the thought of not seeing you anymore and not being able to laugh at your witty jokes, not watch TV and movies with you, and not being in your company seems like the worse option, so I'm just a pendulum swinging back and forth between 2 contradicting desires.
Maybe you don't drive me crazy. Maybe I'm just crazy.
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