Let Go and Let God

I'm going to "Let go, and let God."  I'm just trying to keep in mind that everything happens for a reason.  I'm not sure why we keep coming together and separating again, and I don't know what God has in store for us next, but I trust that He has a plan.  I trust that this relationship and break-up was a lesson to set us up for something greater, and we just have to wait and see what that is.  It might not be what we expect, but I have faith that it'll be exactly what we need. 

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I always thought it was you, or at least most of my life.  I don't know why, but I just felt for you and fell for you differently.  Last week, I prayed for peace, and He answered my prayers.  This week has been such a productive week with workouts, friends, meeting and hanging out with new friends, appreciating co-workers and employees, and even getting to talk to you was relieving.  I think most of all the working out has made me feel much better about myself and challenges my thoughts of what I am really capable of.  I'm stronger than I thought.  Everything is mental.

I was always attached to an idea that we would end up together, but now I'm just trusting in God that everything happens for a reason.  Whether or not we end up together, I know it will be for the best, and I'm getting more comfortable with that idea.

Sure. Right?

I was sure...I was so so sure, without a doubt.  And now, I doubt.  Now, I'm not sure.  Am I just stubborn or am will I be right sometime in the future or am I just flat out wrong?

Sinking

I keep getting a sinking feeling...it's the feeling when a billion bricks falls on your heart and it sinks and your eyes water.

It seems to be getting harder.

10 Things Happy Couples Do Differently

I keep reading this over and over, and I just wish I had read this article earlier or did more of these things earlier: http://www.marcandangel.com/2013/09/12/10-things-happy-couples-do-differently/

• committed to growing together
• resolve conflicts through love, not retaliation
• meet in the middle and work together
• actions consistently backup their claims of love
• focus on what they like about each other

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